In a wide-ranging interview in the latest issue of People Magazine, reclusive reality star Rob Kardashian and his expectant fiancée, Blac Chyna, open up about their impending arrival, repairing relations with his sisters and dealing with his weight gain.

Rob talks about the long, dark road that he found himself on before finding love and happiness with his fiancée.

“She got me through my darkest times, I wasn’t happy in my own skin. I missed out on so many things.”

“I’ve been friends with Chyna for a long time,” he says. “She was someone I reached out to for advice. She would cook for me and we’d just talk. She’s surrounded me with a lot of positivity. From the moment we met, I knew I wanted to be more than friends.”

The full interview will be out in newsstands from Friday and you can read more here.